My life, my life, my life

It’s been well over a month since I posted last.  My inital use of this blog was to educate people on OCD and anxiety as I began treatment over a year ago.  I wanted to give people a look into the life of someone dealing with such issues, give them a chance to see what [...]

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When I see you walk up in the club Ima’ flirt

With all of my anxiety and fears of intimacy it leaves little desire for dating, flirting and “picking up guys.”  My philosophy is that if I don’t engage in a any of the previously mentioned activities I won’t have to worry about anything “going to far.”  I had this mentality more when the anxiety was [...]

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A year in the life

I’ve been blogging for just over a year.  This means that a year ago I was at my absolute worst with OCD.  I can remember the miserable days at the beach crying my eyes out for no reason.  It wasn’t fair to my parents how I constantly made them worry about me.  Neither of us [...]

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Spread the word

I’ve been coughing up a lung for over a week now and I’m at the point where I need to see a doctor.  I’m almost certain I have strep and without treatment I guess it could get worse.  It’s a vicious cycle because all of this coughing has left me with horrible heartburn that refuses [...]

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Tears dry on their own

It’s been five days without Teo and I’ve finally stopped crying.  I was able to stop on Friday but now I can look at our picture from my birthday and not well up with tears (for the most part).  I put the picture of us next to my bed and not a day goes by [...]

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The sound of goodbye

Matteo left for Rome today.  It’s been mixed emotions for me for about the past week.  I did really well preparing myself and then last night I pretty much lost it.  It’s always hard when one of your best friends leaves.  He says he’s coming back but he doesn’t know when or for how long.  [...]

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Night owls

My sleep schedule is completely thrown off, hence why I am still wide awake at 1:09a.m.  In my continued effort to be spontaneous I went out with the boys the other night not bothering to ask where we were going until we had pulled away from the curb.  As it turns out we were drinking [...]

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Chai for a change

I am currently eating Port Wine Cheese on Triscuits which is absolutely delicious but completely goes against my giving up dairy.  I really meant well by switching from regular milk to soy but it’s completely counter productive if  I’m constantly eating cheese.  I either need give all of it or none of it up.  I’m [...]

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Cold turkey gives me headaches

As of yesterday I gave up coffee and it has brought caffeine withdraw headaches with it.  Lovely.  In my continuous effort to reduce any and all stomach issues and heartburn I’ve given up coffee cold turkey and have begun reducing my dairy intake.  Thus, I now drink chi tea with soy milk in the morning.  It’s [...]

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It’s sad but it’s true how society says her life is already over

I am annoyed for two reasons:
1. Suffolk and Emerson do not end the same week
2. My law professor has made our law exams due the Saturday after school lets out.
I’m slowly getting used to the whole idea that my Suffolk friends finish a week before me and honesty, it wouldn’t really bother me, except that [...]

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